In The Moment

I had one of those moments tonight when everything just feels right, when, in some kind of revelatory sense, a glimpse of something extraordinary and meaningful filters through into the everyday life.

I was sat at a table in an Italian restaraunt. We were in between courses, and I found myself in a moment in which, paradoxically, I felt both detached and totally connected.

I sat back in my chair, looking at my two daughters facing me, laughing away as they played some kind of intuitive game together, oblivious to everyone else present in their giggles and playfulness. I shifted my gaze to their right, and my son was sat there sucking on a slice of lemon he had fished out of his glass of coke, absorbed in his own personal explorations and trials.

I turned to my right, where my wife was engaged in an intimate conversation with a good friend of ours, totally at ease in an immediacy of trust that had been brokered over several decades.

I felt no desire to break my silence and join in with any part of this portrait, to engage with either child or adult. I was content to just take in all of this as though I was some invisible witness, unsensed and undetected, and any sudden involvement on my behalf would break this blissful spell. I sat there among these people that I love, joined together around two covered tables, feeling a part of something bigger than myself, drinking it all in in great, savouring gulps.

Outside a dark December night was pressing up against the windows, held at bay by the warmth and light of this perfect evening.

In this eternal now, life was a blessing.

Everything was right.

11 thoughts on “In The Moment

  1. You describe so well such moment of silence. Unfortunately, such feeling is often mistaken as a sense of being inappropriate, whilst I think it is one of the best ways to be part of something.. I hope you enjoyed the tastes of the Italian restaurant, since I am an Italian but I am living in the Netherlands. I miss a lot the delicious dishes of my country ….

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    • Thank you. Yes-I enjoyed the food. We act as hosts for international students from around the world, who, though they enjoy their time in England, tend to, like you, miss the food of home.

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  2. Easily one of my favorite pieces of your work. There is so much elegance in simplicity; you sat your readers at a table just askew of the story and let it unfold to include us. Beautiful.

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